Well if u need someone to talk too or vent, feel free to add me on skype if you want.

And perhaps maybe join a meet with us from Befurs to expand and meet up with new friends ^^

Would be awesome.. ^^
I'll may be going to the Furmeet in Bokrijk, are you going? ^^

go ahead and add me on skype then ^^

I know of a meet in breda, not in in bokrijk though ^^;

What's your Skype? C:
And the meet in Bokrijk is this weekend ^^

its jairus.daines1
Lets talk there ^^

you can always feel free to message me.

The only words i can offer to you is don't give up. things may seem horrible right now but things will get better. I find that sitting and moping rather than doing something about that horrible feeling doesn't help at all. Not saying you don't take steps to try and stop, otherwise you wouldn't have posted this on your page, but that is what i can say.

Everyone makes horrible decisions in life that ultimately costs them friends, but it is true friends that will stick with you through thick and thin no matter what you say or do, they will understand that you may be having some issues at the time and can forgive. I've lost many friends through my years. Not exactly saying i'm old lol but i'm old enough to know that the people you are friends with now will not always be the friends you have 20 years from now, there are only a hand full that will be with you for life in not only just one, especially if they were friends from high school, it is very rare to keep friends from high school.

I know it is something hard to do but if you are tired of seeing blood then please just refrain from hurting yourself. when you get upset message someone and talk to them as to why. You're mom is obviously sad to see you like this, talk to here, She would gladly listen i'm sure. I know when i get depressed i usually end up sleeping or just flat out crying, i won't talk to people and hide. I can suggest maybe anti-depressants to maybe help out? Therapists sometimes help. I also like to just bury myself in something when i'm upset, weather it be building something, drawing something or just making something food wise or anything really, go for a walk to clear your mind or to think things through before just hurting yourself. Try to think of what happened, if you did something wrong, if they did something wrong and if you should apologize or them.

It may seem a little cliche but life is what you make it to be. I'm sorry for the rant but like said, if you need someone to talk to feel free to message me, i'm not afraid to listen.