Hi guys I just got to be brief about this, but this week is so much tiring that I had to stay up all night and having 3 hours of sleep while containing myself to be on the computer to make myself entertained and forcing myself to take a week off from work...

The reason why is my dad was having on of his suicidal thoughts while he thinks he's being watch, yes again if you knew already.

I had to call 911 to help him through because he was Over Dosing himself to death with 20 prescription pills of 6 Ambian, and 14 Hydrocondon pills in one whole day. And yesterday I had to tackle him down because he was trying to hang himself and other ways even what the hell he has to go through and making that 911 call is the most hesitated thing I have to do because of all the risks I have to just to get him help.

Well thats about it and I know this is pretty dark of me but I really need to get some sleep and shower really badly I look like a fucking wreck and smell like I just went through the New Mexico Desert while breaking dancing on the 4 corners.

I just hope he gets fucking better...