You willing to buy a book? Ever looked into Battletech novels?

Can't, no money to spare.

Well should you get some, may I suggest getting the Legend of the Jade Phoenix trilogy.
It is a novel line telling about the story of Aidan Pryde going through the ranks of the Jade Falcons and leading the Falcon Guards.
The three old books can be found for as cheap as a penny on Amazon, if quality of the book is not a concern.
The stories were also published in a collectible, single book containing all the novels.
But it's rarity has caught up as the paper-back goes as high as $30 used.

I have many Battletech novels myself, but if you were in my area, I'd be happy to let you borrow it.

I vaguely remember someone in my family owning Wolf Pack, but it's gone now.