Yea...hubby is at sea again. This fucked up schedule the ship has their sailors on sucks, not to mention that he has a month long underway coming up along with a deployment. Just ugh, the days are just ticking by and the time we want to spend with one another is so fucking limited thanks to a butter bar who honestly needs his head pulled out of his own ass! He has been keeping the division late for at least two hours a day while the rest of the ship can go home. The good news in all of this is that thanks to friends of ours I got to have lunch with him on ship before they left out today.

Feeling lonely sucks especially when I know that I'm not alone. We have managed to text/Facebook a little today and it helps it helps so much. However there is still a piece missing, the warmth of his body next to mine as we drift asleep, him talking about Star Trek, putting together his models in the living room while we watch Netflix. Just all the little things. I'm ready for him to get into officer school or shore duty or just something to where he spends a nice amount of time at home instead of always at a place he doesn't want to be. Though it pays the bills I guess....

In other news our PS3 bit the dust last night/this morning. We think it over heated since its a gen one PS3. I've already ordered a replacement but it won't be here until Tuesday, so it looks like no Dead Space, Borderlands 2, or FF9 for me for a while. Ah well, I've got my DS and Pokemon Soul Silver to keep me busy enough. Thinking of pre ordering X or Y but I don't know just yet. We have a trip coming up that is gonna take a bit of money if the ship will let him go for it and then another one for Christmas. Maybe I'll get it while he is out on deployment, use some of the separation money or something.

I don't know just needed to rant or something and seeing as how no one is on Skype...ah well this to shall pass yea?