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17 years ago
Here be things I say:
My boyfriend apparently has cheated on me twice.
He broke up with me on Friday, and revealed some of this to get me mad at him; "being angry helps to heal faster", he says.
His reasons for breaking up are: we're getting to be more friends anyway (and here, I thought we just lacked romance); my emotional outbursts, while not really my fault, do suck for him to deal with (I fucking hate my hormonal imbalances); and me being depressed about myself is kinda downer too. That last one is something I've been struggling with for a while now, and I guess I just didn't realize how much it's been taking over, and affecting things around me.
So...I guess we're just going to tone it down, or something. Still be friends and all. He keeps saying, "oh Kate, this will just be good experience for your next relationship", and doesn't seem to understand that this relationship was just a fluke to have happened in the first place. I don't actively seek out friends, let alone potential life mates. The likelihood of another person showing similar interest in me is astronomically tiny. This is something I've accepted for years now, and not something I'm entirely displeased about either, so don't give me any of that "Oh, buck up Kate, you'll find SOMEONE" bullshit because I really, really don't care to find someone. I can be perfectly content living a life of solitude. I'm just rather disappointed of some of the false hopes Dae's given me, but I suppose I'll just revert back into my non-social lifestyle and deal.
I don't think I'll be going to Gamer's Club anymore. It's not like I'll be terribly missed anyway, so whatever. :/ Y'all can always catch up on my (lack of a) life on LJ anyway. I'm just going to use this time to reform my bond with games and drawing, so if I start getting more active on FurAffinity, I'll let y'all know.
Peace.
He broke up with me on Friday, and revealed some of this to get me mad at him; "being angry helps to heal faster", he says.
His reasons for breaking up are: we're getting to be more friends anyway (and here, I thought we just lacked romance); my emotional outbursts, while not really my fault, do suck for him to deal with (I fucking hate my hormonal imbalances); and me being depressed about myself is kinda downer too. That last one is something I've been struggling with for a while now, and I guess I just didn't realize how much it's been taking over, and affecting things around me.
So...I guess we're just going to tone it down, or something. Still be friends and all. He keeps saying, "oh Kate, this will just be good experience for your next relationship", and doesn't seem to understand that this relationship was just a fluke to have happened in the first place. I don't actively seek out friends, let alone potential life mates. The likelihood of another person showing similar interest in me is astronomically tiny. This is something I've accepted for years now, and not something I'm entirely displeased about either, so don't give me any of that "Oh, buck up Kate, you'll find SOMEONE" bullshit because I really, really don't care to find someone. I can be perfectly content living a life of solitude. I'm just rather disappointed of some of the false hopes Dae's given me, but I suppose I'll just revert back into my non-social lifestyle and deal.
I don't think I'll be going to Gamer's Club anymore. It's not like I'll be terribly missed anyway, so whatever. :/ Y'all can always catch up on my (lack of a) life on LJ anyway. I'm just going to use this time to reform my bond with games and drawing, so if I start getting more active on FurAffinity, I'll let y'all know.
Peace.
