tired of it! >< god damn it
12 years ago
next year I am saving up as much as I fucking can and moving out, tired of having to go do this or that, tired of having to go out at the last damn minute. and wen u guys randomly take me out to eat with my brother cause its his last day, yet u talk and talk to him or his "girlfriend" a lot. u guys know I want time alone so I can talk to my wife
its bad enough I don't have a cam or mic so I cant physically see or hear her, it hurts like fucking hell to not see my loves face or hear her beautiful voice. I miss her like crazy and this shit has to stop. I want to be with her and she wants to be with me. sometime next year I don't care how long its going to take but im saving up like crazy and moving out. I want to live my life, yeah im still looking for a job and working ona drivers liscense too. I just find it funny, I go to Arizona and within a week or 2 I get a job, im stuck here applying applying applying, and takes me forever. I just want to have my own little place with my fiancé, I need to find other ways to make money. I want to learn to draw small icons or other stuff, im working on a project that will hopefully get me some money once I get it down right. any other advice on how to make money or anything would b great since I don't rly have an art skill. I just want to be with my love happy and away from problems. any tips on places or how to earn some extra money or any wayu u can help at all, pm me or comment, I love my parents to death but come on ><. im tired of doing this >< I just want to be happy with the one I love.

I'm rly hoping we can do this by early next year or the middle of the year...I can't wait till the day I can finally buy our apartment and we can move in and start our lives together instead of through visits and the computer screen...this is way overdue