Ok ok ok, so i got like several projects I am working on at once and I feel just BLUH! Multiple stories, re-types all that goodness. Drawing, Commissions, my own thingies! I just can't even right now. (; A;) I am grossly sobbing over a dude i like that doesn't like me back (to my knowledge at least or he hides it like really really well) attempting to draw NSFW, DRAWING WITH A MOUSE! (whines because misses tablet) I feel like I am just expanding to much of myself ( v uv) every time I feel like I have the guts to say no! I can't D: I want to be nice to everyone. (; A ;) I freaking just *throws arms in the air* Someone like just hold me and draw pretty pictures of me cause I am to busy drawing pretty pictures for others :'3. I just feel horrible because my mom was chewing me out about my sister and the funny thing is...I sleep in a living room...on the couch D:< AND EVERYONE WAS SLEEPING IN MY FUCKIN SPOT! I am seriously tired, but can't sleep. Over worked, underpaid and always getting walked on. I don't care if adult things just punch me in the face. I NEED FREEDOM TO EXTENT! DX I AM BEING SMOTHERED BY PEOPLE ON THE WORST SCALE EVER. (; 3 ;) I need love and cuddles (I don't want sex just cuddles), my favorite blankie, my laptop because come on can't live with out it. Manga and anime. Ramen and latest edition of I am gonnna play all the games on the consoles. I wish I could walk away from my body like RIGHT NOW and just say oh hey look my body is there, I am here. YAY BREAK! Anyway I am going to finish these fucking commissions, work on a few of my own ponies I am going to bump up for adoptable (They are going to be sold for 10$ each and all displayed in one sitting I don't feel like doing them all individually) and well that will be that. Birthday is going to happen next month and all I want is to party with my computer, youtube videos and sketch pad because this girlie is not gonna get a new tablet :I Family is just a mess right now. I can't see left from right. (depth perception sucks!) DX WHY CAN'T LIFE BE DECENT! I AM SO NICE WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE BAD FOR ME?! *Throws fit* Being nice sucks!