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Break Ups
12 years ago
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All in a days work: Practice Perfect, Perfect Practice.
Well, I want everyone to know I'm working on the free sketchs now that I have my tablet back (Yay!) from my aunt's after leaving it at her house when I was puppy sitting and didn't realize it was there until AFTER I had posted the journal.
And my explanation for any future depressing posts that I do I'm sorry. I finally had enough with my mate, we've been together for over 2 1/2 years, but recently we've "tried" to make it work. Or as I see it, I have. We have grown apart over the last six months and I didn't realize it until I got drunk for my 21st and tried to shake it off for these past few weeks. And then Saturday I got Buzzed and realized I can't handle it much more.
I've given a lot of my time and energy being worried how am I going to fix something that has to be compromised but a lot of it is going to make me miserable? He doesn't accept a lot of me now and what he says no longer stings - it hurts.
He's not the bad guy, I have my problems too. But because of some physical issue (IE my back) I can't play in the highland games or work out like he does. We grew up differently too, and now that I turned 21 it's become apparent how much different.
It hurts to realize this, there will be a lot of depressing pictures (again). Sorry! 2 1/2 years is a lot to over come but I know it's not the end of the world. Sometimes people wake up not in love the same way anymore. It's really tough so I'm just asking for a little bit of patience as I waddle through my heart and find that thread again to sew up. I'm going to need some more, and replacement parts for the big chunk he's taken, but that's what plastic surgery is for. Hehe
I love you guys. : 3
~ Ribbon the Outsider ~
JadeBleufox
~jadebleufox
Ribbon_Outsider
~ribbonoutsider
OP
*hugs too*
JadeBleufox
~jadebleufox
*hugs*
Soryane
~soryane
*hugs*
Ribbon_Outsider
~ribbonoutsider
OP
*hugs back*
Soryane
~soryane
you know where to find me if you need to vent.
Ribbon_Outsider
~ribbonoutsider
OP
Mhmm. Thank you.
RexCanis
~rexcanis
-hugs- I completely understand how you are feeling, I am going through something similar. We have been together 5 years and have lived together for 4.5. It is a very tough situation, just keep strong.
Lygerah
~lygerah
Always around if you need to talk I can get back to you. -hugs for you-
