Update...
12 years ago
this is just to every1...who has been concerned or left out
I'm sorry I haven't talked 2 much of anyone...I'm sorry I've been quiet...I just have been real...stressed...depressed, angry...cuz of College...its my 1st semester...and I'm going nuts...iv been breaking down...everyday...not just once...once if im lucky....iv been losing sleep...even on weekends when i can sleep in...I just...get up early...
I'd talk with all of you...you know that...but as of late...id just b a downer...or id even yell at you...cuz the stress is just building up...i havent been myself...i havent been happy for a month now...everythings just to much...to fast...and i cant do this...i try and stay pleasent more now...since fights with a few people...have just made me stay...neutral at the best...im cranky...im angry...im stressed...i feel the way I used 2 when i was in elementary school...only difference is...stead of bullying this is just...real hard...and im such a pathetic wimp I cant handle the real world...big surprise...
For those who were worrying...or feel ignored...dont...this has 2 pass eventually...hopefully...u all just...well...dont b in my state...b happy and more...i wish U the best...
TTYL...when and if I ever feel better
for next semester i DEFINITLEY am picking my classes...
But then again around the time I started getting comfy in college, I started cutting class and failing quizzes. I mean yeah, that felt great because I actually get sleep, but then there were consequences and all that shit lol.
I know I'm in no position to give advice, espescially since the one I'm giving you isn't that much helpful. But try to look at the positive things in life. You're surrounded by people who care about you, that's gotta be something to be happy about, right? :) Don't worry, once this all sticks to you, you'll get used to it in no time. Just try not to bear that what you're doing is tiring and not beneficial, because its that kind of distraction that will bring you down more.
Goodluck with college for the both of us, bro! :)
and even if u feel "ur in no position to give advice" i still appreciate it,
and yes good luck 2 us both