Well, once again I guess that I'm just a little spaztic, but I really worry... I found somebody that is just absolutely amazing... But I fear that I will never be good enough for them. My friends have stopped talking to me, it almost seems like I have done something totally wrong, and I honestly dont know what. My best friend barely talks to me, coworkers, now seem to avoid me like the plague... I dont know what to do. maybe its just a phase and i'm 100% over reacting but... I just dont know anymore... I guess its just the ramblings of a lonely SOB, that never seem to cease... anywho... yeah, take care of yourselves guys, have a great fall, and stay fuzzy.