I'm sorry love... I just feel this is what needs to be done. I will always love you and hold you in my heart. I hope you can understand where I am coming from.... I just feel it will be better If we go our separate ways ok.... I'm sure Lily will be there for you and help you through this... So I hope you will be ok in the end

... Connor...
*Sighs softly* I am going to say some stuff, but I don't want it to influence your decision too much... I want what you decide to come from your heart, not mine....

Connor... This may be what is better for you... I understand that it can be lonely, and how much it can hurt.... but I came to terms with the whole distance thing almost a year ago...... I think about you literally every day... almost every day dream I have involves you... I am not even exaggerating, I am not joking, and I am not lying.... after the bullshit with Logan, then the shit with Jarred..... You were the only thing in my life I really believed to be a constant... I do genuinely love you, Connor... I love hearing from you, I love talking to you, I love thinking about you.....


if... if you think some space is what you need... someone near by.... I understand.... I want what is best for you... I want you to be happy..