Hey everyone.. So yesterday, I had an awesome mate. Today I do not! Because today he called me to tell me that he cheated on me with his friend today, and was breaking up with me! Oh and also to end his phone call to me, he said "Its you, not me" as if he did nothing wrong, then hung up on me. SO how do I feel? I feel fantastic. I cried for a half an hour and then I started feeling, infinite. Stronger than I was before, and like I could, no, I CAN do anything. I wiped up the tears and bounced back up again.
Do I have any faith left in long distance online relationships? Nope, will never do it again. It's not for me, since the last and only 4 guys I tried that with ended up being really bad people who used me. NOT to say that all online relationships end badly, in fact two good friends of mine have dated for five months over the internet and they are quite good! But, it's clearly not for me. And hey, maybe tonight, or tomorrow, or the next day I'll run into the love of my life. But before that happens, my trust in guys has been severely damaged from my last four relationships, and hopefully I will find a guy that will bring that trust back, and not stomp on it like Chase (my now ex mate) did. And I look forward to that day, but for now, I am me, and I do not need ANYNE to make me happy or keep me from being who I am.
All in all I am happier that I'm stronger now. And for all you furries out there who will read this, try to avoid trusting a furry named Chase who lives in California ^~^. To all you furs who have succeeded in online dating, I salute your hard work and commitment!
And to YOU Chase... I give you my best hopes and wishes that you get hit by a big train :)

-Braden [AKA Floyd]