life update (home situation)
12 years ago
my friend cant take me in but will help me get an apartment and a job.. shes also going to buy me a bus pass so i can get to class..
shes doing this cause a lot of shit happened tonight where my mom called me a liar when i never lied. she formeed her own version of what she believed happened and labeled it the truth. i was bawling my eyes out when my dad came out of the bathroom asking what the hell was going on. after more shit happened, my moms friend wanted to talk to me on thhe phone so my dad came in my room to get me. i cried harder and harder each time i told him i didnt want to talk to my mom or her friend. he told me he wouldnt make me, hugged me, and told me he believed me.
the only reasons i want to stay are my dad and our dog, phoenix. if i move out, phoenix wont be there to lay with me when im sad and lick away my tears when im crying. im so scared.. phoenix is my baby.. hes there when no one else can be and i couldnt take him with me no matter how much i want to. hed miss my dad and my mom. and right now im not good at taking care of him. i want the best for him and the best for him is to live here
then theres the memories here. from the bench that spooky carved SW+MC into, to, my late dog, lady's grave. lady spent her last years with us here.. she was my best friend.. the one who helped me through my dads alcoholism, through all my school changes, the bullying, etc.. she was there through it all..
i kinda went on a rant there.. anyway.. you get my point, i think.. im getting up early good night, everyfur..
shes doing this cause a lot of shit happened tonight where my mom called me a liar when i never lied. she formeed her own version of what she believed happened and labeled it the truth. i was bawling my eyes out when my dad came out of the bathroom asking what the hell was going on. after more shit happened, my moms friend wanted to talk to me on thhe phone so my dad came in my room to get me. i cried harder and harder each time i told him i didnt want to talk to my mom or her friend. he told me he wouldnt make me, hugged me, and told me he believed me.
the only reasons i want to stay are my dad and our dog, phoenix. if i move out, phoenix wont be there to lay with me when im sad and lick away my tears when im crying. im so scared.. phoenix is my baby.. hes there when no one else can be and i couldnt take him with me no matter how much i want to. hed miss my dad and my mom. and right now im not good at taking care of him. i want the best for him and the best for him is to live here
then theres the memories here. from the bench that spooky carved SW+MC into, to, my late dog, lady's grave. lady spent her last years with us here.. she was my best friend.. the one who helped me through my dads alcoholism, through all my school changes, the bullying, etc.. she was there through it all..
i kinda went on a rant there.. anyway.. you get my point, i think.. im getting up early good night, everyfur..
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