dont you ever just feel torn apart by the decisions that hit you unexpectedly? (example) when your health tells you to do one thing then your brain turns you around and tells you another.... for instance im in a position ware my health tells me to move out of the house because its unhealthy and your sitting in the same spin every day... but my head tells me to stay because something might happen to change sooner and if i move i may not be able to see it. well like i said i was just venting and theirs no need to drop a bomb and get hyped up about it but if you wanna comment your opinion than go for it.