Yes ladies and gentlemen. I am happy to pronounce I have moved on surprisingly fast too since my last journal. I have come to the realization and decision that maybe I really should start shockingly think about myself for a change. My future in particular. Why do I say a shock? Ask my many friends who helped me in my dark times that I always ALWAYS think about others before I think about myself. I never take the time and collect my thoughts or ideas. You can call me gullible perhaps. I am at a crossroads right now. A fork in the road of my life if you will. Do I stay in the Air Force, which I am not too thrilled and happy about staying in longer than I have to , or do I go when my contract is up and just separate to be a civilian? I can explain more in another journal perhaps. Trust me. I will go more into details about what I got so far. Just for now know I am happy with my life right now. I got good friends, a loving family and a future ahead of me. I could want more but again you get what you get.