Might be very random information, but I'm feeling absolutely depressed and weak right now. I even couldn't go to the classes yesterday and today at all, I just simply couldn't and I'm very ashamed at myself. I'm not even sure why I'm depressed exactly. It possibly may be because of the loneliness and especially since I moved, and I fear if I will in time make all my classmates avoid and despise me just by being myself, just like what happened all in all my previous schools and studies as well. But otherwise I'm not entirely sure why I'm feeling so depressed and it feels horrible and annoying...

I'm sorry for such a random journal.