for all the kind comments and comfort for my fiance through this terrible time when im not there to comfort her, it really pisses me off when the net or power decides to take a shit when i need to talk to her the most. yeah ive been out applying for jobs n shit but come home to an empty house and the power out, spend most of my time fliping swtiches trying to fix the power, i fix it but after a while it comes back on and THEN MY NET DECIDES TO DIE!, shes all i can think about in my mind, all i think about when im applying, shes what drives me to apply apply aplpy for jobs, im hurt as hell finding out she was in pain and not being able to help her, i feel like aterrible fiance when shit like shit happens, i wantedf to atleast message her but nope the net doesnt want me to. thank you everyone feel free to msg me or pm me, i wont b very talkative for a bit