welcome to managment, your life now belings to us. Welp first time iv cried three days in a row. All of this wouldn't be so bad if they were acually paying me for managment and not just crew pay......never knew the job thats suppost to help me grow up would hold me back. starting to get to wear i cant even smile because of the stress. Plus i can't even see the one person that i care about. Money is too tight to drive up to see him. and besides when the fuck do i have time? Im work night and so does he. Wish i could find my smile again.