i hardly get alone time cause i always seem to b called out by my family to do this or that, seems to happen alot when im either online or not even on the comp yet, i just want to talk to the one i love . i kno i can easily say no to them but they would end uo nagging about this or that or ur always in the computer, blah blah blah. worst part is i feel it hurts and depresses my fiance, it hurts me like fuck knowing she upset. i feel like aterrible fiance for doing that often >< . i.. i just want to be with her adn talk to her, am tired of not having alone time and then out of nowhere someone "come on i need ur help" or" lets go we got to go" and wen i ask why its either " u spend to much time on the computer" or "what do u do all day online" ? my answers are always i hardly get to talk to her or just relax online or , i chat with people, email shit , wtch stuff. oh and also APPLY FOR JOBS LIKE YOU GUYS WANT ME TO. i dont get it, i hjsut want to b alone and have time with her, i wish i had money or a job to just move out, sry if my typing is very bad, my hands are shaking im so stressed out ><. i just want her to be happy.