i am not! but i might as well be x.x i've been really busy lately for some reason, and i'm dealing with a lot of things mentally, things holding me back, slowing me down, taking away my will to do things...anything. my shame for not having my commissions done keeping them in my mind and creating this terrible cycle, but keeping me working on them at the same time, if even very slowly. i feel so bad about them. so very very bad. i don't even know. oh well....pretty much just popped in to say i'm not dead, but that things will continue to be slow i guess. i'm really sorry. i have no excuses. i don't know what's up v.v

-Nix