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[ My Best Friend ]
12 years ago
Erm.. ouo Hello.
Okay I'll cut straight to the chase. I'm really bad (and I mean really bad) at explaining things in words, which is why I draw my feelings instead.. heh. But right now I'm at work so unfortunately I don't have the tools to draw. ;n; All I wanted to do really is make a dedication post for my best friend,
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Basically. I suffer with an emotional disorder. Which means I can be difficult sometimes, and my emotions can fluctuate for no apparent reason at all. It also means I feel emotion a lot stronger than your average person does, so where normal people feel sad, I feel depressed, when they feel happy, I'm ecstatic and so on. Because of this I can be a little bit difficult towards those I love, because I just can't bottle up feelings when they are so strong and I end up exploding feels everywhere. xD
Through it all, Jinx has been by my side, holding my hand and guiding me through it all, constantly reassuring me that it's okay and everything is going to be just fine. He's kept his arms around me and not let me say a bad word about myself at all, telling me that I'm a normal person like everybody else and that I just have some personal issues to deal with. He makes me feel... alive, and like a normal human being. Without him I feel like I'm just an alien in this world, like I just don't fit in anywhere because I feel as though my brain doesn't work right. Of course, Jinx tells me I'm being silly and shuts me up by shoving a chicken pie in my mouth. :B He knows me too well. But anyway...
I just wanted to say, even though I've been stupid and snarky towards you unintentionally on occasion over this past year, thank you so much for sticking by me. Along with my disorder comes a horrible fear of abandonment, and I'm lucky to have such a friend as Jinx; whose kind words are reassuring when I'm feeling down or lost.
You are my best friend, and I'm sorry for being a butthole sometimes. It's hard to handle but I'm getting there. And it's all thanks to you, I couldn't have gotten this far without you, Jinxbutt. ♥ Please never ever ever ever EVER leave my life. Ever. ;u;
I seriously couldn't live without you.
No, really.
I lub you moar than chicken pie.
AND THAT IS ONE HELL OF A COMPLIMENT.
;uuuu; ♥
Okay I'll cut straight to the chase. I'm really bad (and I mean really bad) at explaining things in words, which is why I draw my feelings instead.. heh. But right now I'm at work so unfortunately I don't have the tools to draw. ;n; All I wanted to do really is make a dedication post for my best friend,
.Basically. I suffer with an emotional disorder. Which means I can be difficult sometimes, and my emotions can fluctuate for no apparent reason at all. It also means I feel emotion a lot stronger than your average person does, so where normal people feel sad, I feel depressed, when they feel happy, I'm ecstatic and so on. Because of this I can be a little bit difficult towards those I love, because I just can't bottle up feelings when they are so strong and I end up exploding feels everywhere. xD
Through it all, Jinx has been by my side, holding my hand and guiding me through it all, constantly reassuring me that it's okay and everything is going to be just fine. He's kept his arms around me and not let me say a bad word about myself at all, telling me that I'm a normal person like everybody else and that I just have some personal issues to deal with. He makes me feel... alive, and like a normal human being. Without him I feel like I'm just an alien in this world, like I just don't fit in anywhere because I feel as though my brain doesn't work right. Of course, Jinx tells me I'm being silly and shuts me up by shoving a chicken pie in my mouth. :B He knows me too well. But anyway...
I just wanted to say, even though I've been stupid and snarky towards you unintentionally on occasion over this past year, thank you so much for sticking by me. Along with my disorder comes a horrible fear of abandonment, and I'm lucky to have such a friend as Jinx; whose kind words are reassuring when I'm feeling down or lost.
You are my best friend, and I'm sorry for being a butthole sometimes. It's hard to handle but I'm getting there. And it's all thanks to you, I couldn't have gotten this far without you, Jinxbutt. ♥ Please never ever ever ever EVER leave my life. Ever. ;u;
I seriously couldn't live without you.
No, really.
I lub you moar than chicken pie.
AND THAT IS ONE HELL OF A COMPLIMENT.
;uuuu; ♥
I wouldn't want to be without you as my bestie either, and stickin' by you like chicken glue, is me, cause you ish teh awesum. <3333
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*shoves a chicken pie in your eager little maw, as the pastry cruuuumbles, and gravy driiips out, in thick rivulets across your tongue*
Yay, food pornz!
*eagerly licks at the thick, warm gravy, nibbling gently on the tip of the pastry* >3
wat is our life