Don't chu get tried of trying to put your hopes up for anything/everything only to see it crash down around you?

I try not to get my hopes up about anything anymore, but there is somethings that I try to put some hope in and they still crash down around me.

I was like hoping for my boyfriend to be able to come from the Western shore to the Eastern shore to see me, well...Looks like that won't happen...

Looks like this fox and wolf hybrid is going to be alone on her birthday. T.T