Ever get one of those days where you know you are good at what you do but at the same time you can't do it. Well I have that moment and it has been building up to this point......

Normally I write fan fiction with anime crossovers; the more unique it is, the better it gets. Heck i could come up with a idea for a Yugioh/Gold Digger series if I wanted to. The problem I am facing is my creative flow or outlet to be more precise.

I may not be a artist by trade, but I figure that each one has a outlet of some sort. Mine was doing Roleplaying with other people online. With that, I was writing up a storm.......

But recent events showed that I was a bit 'complex' with roleplaying ideas, or the root of the problem was that no one really understood my character 'APienkoss' history, how he thinks, feels, seen and so on. There were even times that I got insults and even called a 'arrogant God'.

Because of that, like a river, my creative flow is about as dried as a riverbed in a bed drought. Its even a bit harder to write out the next Furless chapter.

Even as I am typing this, I have no idea of why I am doing this; since I really do not know that much people around here. I have hoped that by coming here to Fur Affinity to start over and meet new people. But now I just have doubts. I know I may not find a answer by typing this, just felt like I have no other outlet to speak my mind.

So now I'll leave this up to who ever reads this, since I just needed to get this out.