I am not usually one to complaint about things. When i feel sick or have a headache, i don't let most pepole know, because i don't like beingtreated like i'm sick.

But right now, i can't help but feel a need to share how i feel. But rather than telling you, i'll just paint a little picture of the past weeks.
First off i have a cuncussion from falling out of bed. It's stupif, but i managed.
Then i got the flue, also managable.
Then this weekend happened.

I LARP, i love it, but i felt a little queesy, so i didn't feel like playing as a player, and opted to be an NPC.
Seeing how a player ticket is more expensive, and the site said there were still NPC slots left, i figured this wasn't an issue.
Turns out though the message was two weeks old, and since i had no stuff with me, i'd either have to be a random nameless fighter for the group my friends are in, or get stuff.

So, one two-hour drive and missing a night at the hotel i was in later, it was saturday and i was home, and next morning i went back.
I got dressed up, which involves heavy grime and make-up work to be an old wizard with a grey beard, i finnaly got to larp...
Four hours later, i went to take a piss... and pissed blood.

In utter panic i went home, feeling crappier more and more, and scared out of my mind. I had called the weekend doctor, and she said it's be fine, i just needed a checkup, but still.
On the way back though, i got wheezy. I have alergies and asthma, and i wasn't realy minding the way i breathe or doing any breathing routines to prevent getting it, given the state of panic i was in, and a friend who had driven with me had pets, so i got alergic.

Now, i have autopic asthma, so if i get alergic enough, i have an asthma attack, and when that happens, i am left with a week or so headache.
This is due to the fact that my body reacts badly to histamine, i'm basicly alergic to being alergic. And so it happened, i had an attack as well.

And now, one doctor's visit later, i am back home, the flue struck back hard, i have a headache from my cuncussion, and added to that one of my attack, and i have an infected bladder and occasionally piss blood, while taking a leak feels like my bladder wants to get out through my cockhole.

So yes. I had to share this, i had to vent this, i suppose. I don't like asking for pitty, but... come on, this is an all time low, even for me. Sorry for troubling you pepole with it, but i had to get it out.