Lately I've been feeling sort of... distant.... from K'eyush. I looked through my gallery of all the pictures I've had commissioned of her, and it just felt off. K'eyush is not a character, she is me. She is supposed to be my spiritual form, in a sense, so she should be like me. So what I noticed that felt wrong was that... well, in almost every picture I have of her, she looks happy. And, well, unfortunately, I'm not generally a very happy person. Even though it might be nicer to look at when she looks happy or cute, that really isn't me... and it's made me feel a little disconnected, now that I've realized it. I guess I need to commission some pictures of her looking kind of depressed, lonely, or even angry... I'm hoping that'll help me feel more connected to her, because that unfortunately is more like me. Sigh... hopefully that's all I need to do.

On another note, my friend's mom paid me to help her give her cats a flea bath and spray down her house, so I made some extra cash today. I have deep scratches all over my arms, and had to throw away my flannel because it was literally in tatters, but hey, money XD