I'm going to leave for a bit and I don't know if ill be back..
I'm trying to figure out myself.. I don't know what I like, what I hate, or anything... I like both boys and girls with an affection toward furries. I cant take it anymore, I don't know if I want to stay alive. I hate myself soo much I just cant take it anymore idk what to do. So good by for now.. I'm probably not going to get on Skype for a wile just because its hard to talk to people I have fun with and love.. I'm having allot of problems with myself I cant control my anger, and.. I really don't know who I am! I spend my life on the computer too afraid to talk using a microphone, I pretend to be a kangaroo and all I do is pretend.. I cant take it being like this every day, one after the other, hiding behind a screen, thinking and pretending. I have no friends IRL except for like two who ive met online but even then we don't really talk. I have this one really good friend that I've knows for a few years and kind of like. Hes nice and kind and we kid allot but I just feel empty because that's all we do, talk.. I wish I could meet him but im so shy that idk what would happen, if we'id really match. so good by for now the "furry Fandom" I hope to come back someday when I figure out if I really do like this stuff. No one is probably going to read this but it feels good to let it out. And I was inspired a little bit by this: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5173115/
I really feel for him, but he's made me realize that my life is going no were...
Im not one for to many words so this journal Is a bit smaller that his but that's just because I don't want to share too much with just anyone who stumbles upon my page. Good by everyone..
I may be gone a wile!