Hello Again Internet People
12 years ago
I'm still not back, but I figured I'd go into more detail as to why.
I have managed to make myself sick. I don't know what I did, but everything hurts and breathing sucks. Even thinking about breathing hurts. My back hurts, my chest hurts, my neck hurts, my head, my jaw... Everything hurts, and it makes i difficult to focus on being online.
Even ask Faith. For the most part, if I'm not talking to you, I'm still talking to her, but I've even had to take a couple of breaks from texting with her, and that... That shows just how bad I've been feeling. I've been grumpy and touchy and moody and spacey, and haven't really wanted to be online, which leads to anotherexcuse issue.
My computer's still fucked. The one I have that actually works makes a grinding noise, which hurts my already aching head and is hard to deal with. It lags, and grinds, and tries to crash programs a lot, so I get frustrated with it extremely easily even when I feel good. It can't really handle SAI very well, and for some reason, my big newer tablet (my intuos) won't connect with this one... I don't know why.
I'm still not able to post any art, unfortunately. I've only been accomplishing shit doodles anyways, so there's not a whole lot you're missing. I have been writing just a little bit more than usual, which is neat. I've gotten praise from English teachers on my writing and stories and essays and stuff, so I've been more... Motivated towards writing than towards art. I do have an entire FA account dedicated to my writing, and if you can find it, you get a cookie! (It only has two things on it, and no icon... No profile. No nothin', but it's there.)
Anyways... This is like, the longest journal I've ever posted, excluding memes, and I think I'll end it here. Hopefully, I will be able to get back onto Skype soon long enough to talk to anyone, and I'll find a way to get back into drawing. Sorry for the extended... hiatus, I suppose. I'll be back as soon as I can~
I have managed to make myself sick. I don't know what I did, but everything hurts and breathing sucks. Even thinking about breathing hurts. My back hurts, my chest hurts, my neck hurts, my head, my jaw... Everything hurts, and it makes i difficult to focus on being online.
Even ask Faith. For the most part, if I'm not talking to you, I'm still talking to her, but I've even had to take a couple of breaks from texting with her, and that... That shows just how bad I've been feeling. I've been grumpy and touchy and moody and spacey, and haven't really wanted to be online, which leads to another
My computer's still fucked. The one I have that actually works makes a grinding noise, which hurts my already aching head and is hard to deal with. It lags, and grinds, and tries to crash programs a lot, so I get frustrated with it extremely easily even when I feel good. It can't really handle SAI very well, and for some reason, my big newer tablet (my intuos) won't connect with this one... I don't know why.
I'm still not able to post any art, unfortunately. I've only been accomplishing shit doodles anyways, so there's not a whole lot you're missing. I have been writing just a little bit more than usual, which is neat. I've gotten praise from English teachers on my writing and stories and essays and stuff, so I've been more... Motivated towards writing than towards art. I do have an entire FA account dedicated to my writing, and if you can find it, you get a cookie! (It only has two things on it, and no icon... No profile. No nothin', but it's there.)
Anyways... This is like, the longest journal I've ever posted, excluding memes, and I think I'll end it here. Hopefully, I will be able to get back onto Skype soon long enough to talk to anyone, and I'll find a way to get back into drawing. Sorry for the extended... hiatus, I suppose. I'll be back as soon as I can~
I hope your computer issues get resolved soon, too, i'm on the same boat. My computer's got a fan louder than a jet, and it's an all around terrible hunk of junk, but... I hope if either of us gets it fixed, it's you. Sorry to hear you've got so many problems to deal with right now..
I hope you feel better soon, your computer gets fixed, and everything's well again. I'm glad to hear you've been having fun with your writing though~ I fancy it a bit myself, but i'm too busy most of the time to actually do anything in it <=3 But I don't wanna wright a book here- I hope you get well soon and everything's alright, i'll see ya on Skype whenever you're able to get on~ *Nuzzles*
The grinding sounds like the bearings in the fan are gone, You could try spraying it with a bit of WD40, or just get a new one firred by a friend or something.
Get well soon <3
But is good to see you are still alive. I bet you will be able to come back to draw round beings soon :3c