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2013... [WARNING: RANT AHEAD] - A inspirational message!
12 years ago
So... 2013 sure as hell has been an interesting year so far. If anything though it's taught me that no matter how dark things may seem... there is only one person that can pick up the pieces and make things better! YOU! A quick summary of things that have happened in 2013
January: Lost my job at Warner Bros. Movie World - "They found someone more suited to the role" This was the same job I had been doing for 2 years... no warnings, no safety breaches or anything.
February: Made my first appointment with Centerlink... something I was hoping i'd not have to do until I retired.
April: FurDU, shortly after I had a massive falling out with a very close friend of mine and caused some major issues for a while. This was when my downward spiral was nearing it's worst.
May: Got news of my grandfather becoming very ill, was hurting due to not being able to be with my family in this time of need. Later he passed away. This is when my downhill spiral got to it's worst and I started to drink excessively.
June: When I felt things had really hit rock bottom, I got an interview with Kingston Park Raceway. After hearing nothing back for a while including after a job trial I counted it as a loss and kept searching. Then out of the blue receiving a phone call stating that I was starting in amusements that weekend.
July: started to get close to my now ex boyfriend, transferred to the cafe to gain more hours and experience with the company. Things with my partner started to get a bit rocky... but come the end of the month for RivFur things were looking up for the relationship.
August: Spent a few weeks with my then partner staying down here, had a great time... even though there were some ups and down's to the relationship overall it was appearing strong. Plans for him to move down to Brisbane were going smoothly at this point in time. I was feeling great!
September: This month was a very strange month, got to go to FurJAM and spend time with friends and it was great... this was also when I noticed things in the relationship were going sour. I felt as though it was single sided, and that I was being manipulated and I decided to back away from the relationship before things got worse.
October: After a rocky end to the month, I started to pick up the pieces of what was a relationship and started to make amends with the people I hurt over the months. My career prospects are starting to look up again, and I have met someone who I can't quite describe it... I just feel as though there's a connection...almost a spark there and well... I am looking forward to having him up here for my birthday.
I know this is a huge rant, and if you read through it all that's great. But I guess I want everyone to take just one thing from this journal... No matter how dark things may get or seem, you can always pick yourself up off the ground. It may seem hard, but with the help of true friends that show their real colours through all these hard times anything is possible! Love you all!!
January: Lost my job at Warner Bros. Movie World - "They found someone more suited to the role" This was the same job I had been doing for 2 years... no warnings, no safety breaches or anything.
February: Made my first appointment with Centerlink... something I was hoping i'd not have to do until I retired.
April: FurDU, shortly after I had a massive falling out with a very close friend of mine and caused some major issues for a while. This was when my downward spiral was nearing it's worst.
May: Got news of my grandfather becoming very ill, was hurting due to not being able to be with my family in this time of need. Later he passed away. This is when my downhill spiral got to it's worst and I started to drink excessively.
June: When I felt things had really hit rock bottom, I got an interview with Kingston Park Raceway. After hearing nothing back for a while including after a job trial I counted it as a loss and kept searching. Then out of the blue receiving a phone call stating that I was starting in amusements that weekend.
July: started to get close to my now ex boyfriend, transferred to the cafe to gain more hours and experience with the company. Things with my partner started to get a bit rocky... but come the end of the month for RivFur things were looking up for the relationship.
August: Spent a few weeks with my then partner staying down here, had a great time... even though there were some ups and down's to the relationship overall it was appearing strong. Plans for him to move down to Brisbane were going smoothly at this point in time. I was feeling great!
September: This month was a very strange month, got to go to FurJAM and spend time with friends and it was great... this was also when I noticed things in the relationship were going sour. I felt as though it was single sided, and that I was being manipulated and I decided to back away from the relationship before things got worse.
October: After a rocky end to the month, I started to pick up the pieces of what was a relationship and started to make amends with the people I hurt over the months. My career prospects are starting to look up again, and I have met someone who I can't quite describe it... I just feel as though there's a connection...almost a spark there and well... I am looking forward to having him up here for my birthday.
I know this is a huge rant, and if you read through it all that's great. But I guess I want everyone to take just one thing from this journal... No matter how dark things may get or seem, you can always pick yourself up off the ground. It may seem hard, but with the help of true friends that show their real colours through all these hard times anything is possible! Love you all!!
