So My 19th is coming up in a few weeks [7th December], and i'm not expecting anything off anyone on here because no one bothered to do any arts last year for me [which is why I never bother with them anymore. Why should I put in the effort when you can't be bothered?]

Yes, I am in a sour mood. I'm not looking forward to my birthday at all. Won't have any friends round because they've all gone to uni miles away, I don't have any money to go out, and I'm not allowed alcohol with my meds.

So yes.

And tomorrow I have a meeting with a 'mental health specialist'. Fucking fun...