cannot draw what I feel like people who had not been on behavior drugs for most of their life should be able to

so I only really push out this amalgam of perceived tricks and styles that I see on a regular basis (rather poorly I might add).


I need to work on the first point, but how? The submission "Things left unsaid" is probably the closest I came, but that was really 6% feeling and 94% boredom.

I don't really expect anyone to answer this journal, no, of course not. But I had to write something down or say something before I lost it