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17 years ago
I'm currently feeling hyper now and why you ask? because I drink something that goes by name of three-shots espresso-something.
Reason I drink it? to allow me to extend my working hours.Interesting, if I survived this day, then this marked the 2nd day that I haven't sleep and boy, do I look messy.
I can see my eyes becoming red from looking at the mirror. Actually, I looked like a sleepless zombie except my skin isn't dead or rotten like a real zombie.Aside from assignments, I have to deal my real life friend who now came to my apartment to do his work because he has a short atention span.At first, it was ok and all, but slowly, he started to get annoying, even though he is funny and stuff.I mean, checking on me is fine and all, but constantly doing it kinda like disrespecting my privacy.Sooner or later, the whole atmosphere begin to change and my friend started to tell me that I need serious education on digital stuff, abandoned my liking of drawing funny anime stuff, quit being an otaku and some more that I can't make out, due to the fact my brain started to feel fuzzy for not sleeping. As much as I want to say something, I can't,because I was to tired to think of anything.All I can do was just saying yes,yes,yes and nod. For some reason, he thinks I'm insulting him for not paying attention to him.
and the story goes on and on and on....
But here's the thing, was the point of changing if you like the way you are? I mean, I'm doing just fine, I have friends and even though I collected figurines and GunPla, I'd never consider myself a hardcore otaku and atleast I don't buy a bolster with a picture of naked anime girl character on it. The only sexual thing I buy is only hentai cd and that's all ( due to the fact the cd itself is illegal to be sold in my country).
Sure, I lack experienced in photoshop & illustrator, but I know some basic parts and yes, the whole fiasco with my friend started just because I don't know shortcuts key for illustrator and photoshop, instead ,I do it the hard way.
Well, dizzier by the second, I might reconsider of taking the bus instead since it's free and rising price on fuel isn't helping either but good news is, I have predicted that this coming wednesday, I should have all my work completed & submitted.Here's hoping I did a good job on it.
So, that's all from me. I hope for the best that this holiday can cleanse away all those anger,grief & tensions I get now.
You are all free to ignore this journal, as I just have the feeling to write-out what I'm going through at the moment.
This is Azlan, out.
Reason I drink it? to allow me to extend my working hours.Interesting, if I survived this day, then this marked the 2nd day that I haven't sleep and boy, do I look messy.
I can see my eyes becoming red from looking at the mirror. Actually, I looked like a sleepless zombie except my skin isn't dead or rotten like a real zombie.Aside from assignments, I have to deal my real life friend who now came to my apartment to do his work because he has a short atention span.At first, it was ok and all, but slowly, he started to get annoying, even though he is funny and stuff.I mean, checking on me is fine and all, but constantly doing it kinda like disrespecting my privacy.Sooner or later, the whole atmosphere begin to change and my friend started to tell me that I need serious education on digital stuff, abandoned my liking of drawing funny anime stuff, quit being an otaku and some more that I can't make out, due to the fact my brain started to feel fuzzy for not sleeping. As much as I want to say something, I can't,because I was to tired to think of anything.All I can do was just saying yes,yes,yes and nod. For some reason, he thinks I'm insulting him for not paying attention to him.
and the story goes on and on and on....
But here's the thing, was the point of changing if you like the way you are? I mean, I'm doing just fine, I have friends and even though I collected figurines and GunPla, I'd never consider myself a hardcore otaku and atleast I don't buy a bolster with a picture of naked anime girl character on it. The only sexual thing I buy is only hentai cd and that's all ( due to the fact the cd itself is illegal to be sold in my country).
Sure, I lack experienced in photoshop & illustrator, but I know some basic parts and yes, the whole fiasco with my friend started just because I don't know shortcuts key for illustrator and photoshop, instead ,I do it the hard way.
Well, dizzier by the second, I might reconsider of taking the bus instead since it's free and rising price on fuel isn't helping either but good news is, I have predicted that this coming wednesday, I should have all my work completed & submitted.Here's hoping I did a good job on it.
So, that's all from me. I hope for the best that this holiday can cleanse away all those anger,grief & tensions I get now.
You are all free to ignore this journal, as I just have the feeling to write-out what I'm going through at the moment.
This is Azlan, out.
Right now, I feel I might knock out anytime soon, but I can't, because today is the day I must have my work approved as tomorrow is the final submission day.I was kinda hoping that all the work can be submitted next week.