I know that in life, finding those special people can be difficult. Whether those special people are friends or that special someone. I've been waiting for that special someone for a while now. Basically, what I'm trying to say is. Hurry the hell up.

I was in a relationship once, it didn't work for me. It only lasted 3 months or so, but I just wasn't up for it. Wasn't ready I guess.

Ever since I started work at this new place, I've been wanting to get into a relationship again. Mostly because i have money to actually go out and do things.
I work around men and women all of whom I love working with. There's the one girl who a fetch tea for everyday just because I love seeing the smile on her face. In fact I brought her some tea today, as well as some Advil liquid gels because I knew she had a headache. I sent her emails throughout the day to see how she was.

I love doing things like that, reminded me how I used to do that when I had my relationship last year. Wish I could do that for the girl at work but she has a boyfriend. Lucky fellow.

It's only a matter of time. Of course the more important question being, how long will that time be?


Sorry to do a moody journal like this. I don't voice things like this. However at 3am you get bored. Plus if I'm trying to sleep and have things on my mind, that can do it too.

I wish you all an enjoyable rest of your week.
If you'd like to chat, send me a message anytime. I'm always checking on here for stuff.