hey guys wanted to get the drama off the front page of my FA...

anyways i've been doodling/drawing lately, i will
be perodically be uploading those.


as i originally stated, i will attempt to keep a minimal online presence
while dropping out of the social/convention aspect of the fandom,
this will be temporarily, hopefully not "long term" ( probably about a year and a half 2 years)

1st i want to get the issues/beef resolved 1st (which is a daunting maybe impossible task)

2nd i want to put other personal goals 1st, not just fandom-centered things.

3rd i need to step back and let things kinda sort themselves out, if i'm
trying like crazy to fix my reputation whilest being around the people trying
to bring me down, then it makes fandom time a little bit more stressful than
it needs to be.

4th once i've been away and missed, when "bad things" continue to happen
while i'm no longer present, maybe people will objectively conclude that i'm not
the source of their grief, and there will be new people to pick enemies with,
and be fearful of because they are "creepy"


its just sad that the fandom has become a circle jerk of dick praising,
where popufurs pat each other on the back whilest simotaneously loathing those
lesser furs who do not contribute to the fandom, especially when compared to their greatness.
the fandom used to be a group of furry family, that shared interests and had
each other's backs, a very accepting group, non-judgemental, all walks of life...

and lately i've seen the highschool mentality return, and thats no fun for
any of us considering the majority of us were the ones targeted and picked
on for not being "normal"...

so yeah there's my lil rant... i invite dialouge and discussion
rather than discourage it. MOST of my detractors will silence me
and i have screen caps/saved messages from pretty much everyone who
has had ill to say about me trying to convince me to push it under the rug
and it will go away or maybe i should just drop it, or no longer continue to
bother with it. and everyday a new person i've never met will tell me to my face,
or online what a terrible person i am.

i'll admit i'm on the losing side of the battle because the truth is less interesting
than the lie. and people are always ready to have someone to hate, or
will indulge negativity. its human nature, and a way of life for some
just look at the republican party, =p

anyways thats my soap box for now, i LOVE ALL OF YOU my furry family
stay safe and play safe

-Brine Cat