I warn you now that if you don't want to read the words of a somewhat apathetic asshole just click the little back arrow on your screen now.

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Anyways. Right now one of my friends is pulling what I call " Whiny child I want attention wah wah" modes.
pretty much the teen angsty "nothing is going right in life so I must hurt myself and hope I die" scenario.

Honestly its a childish move and beyond stupid.

I mean yeah sorry you have problems but honestly that is really stupid. Especially when you get everyone in a worried tizzy.

I typically sit here an Im rolling my eyes while everyone is scared and worried. Im like " oh god not this stupid attention seeking bullshit again." Even if its just hinted its still childish.

Really its not a solution its just attention whorish. >.>

I have lived with a friend who was suicidal, I was really the only one willing to put up with him and talk to him and actually give him a reason to continue on. One day he ended up dying in a crash.

I wasn't completely alright at the time and Im better now.

I can honestly say that some days I want to shake people like my friend because of their oh look at poor pitiful me routine that gets everyone lapping at their feet like loyal mongrels starving for a treat. The very same people who would likely stick me on a roasting stick to hold me in the fire if I said anything like this to their precious wittle victim's face.

And its like its just an act to get undue attention and pity parties from those closest to 'em.

God fuckin damn it can stupid just go ahead and die?