ok so last night i was talking to someone who means a lot to me and i can't help myself..i mean i really do love him a lot..idk what to do...my heart goes crazy whenever i think about him.i just want to be with him..and love him how he deserves to be loved.. i want to be the one he falls for but i don't think he wants me how i want him..it hurts..i cry about it sometimes..but..i can't change fate..no matter how much i want to..*sighs* in my eyes he's perfect in every way...but i don't think i can truly have his heart..so i'll jus sit back and watch as he loves another and i'll cry with a smile knowing hes happy but wishing it was me he was happy with...i be there whenever he needs me..i just hope i don't become an annoyance in his life..cause i'd rather be close to him then him get angry and push me away... my heart just couldn't take it again..my heart just couldn't bare it.. in closeing..i love him and i'll probably never stop...and if your reading this nd you know im talking about you.. im sorry for putting this all on you.. im sorry and i hope i can still be your little one.....