Pretty much just useless right now
12 years ago
Turns out it's my desk setup that's fucking over my hand and I need to figure out something better. not sure what I should look for in a desk, input would be very welcome. Might try some light drawing tomorrow. I'm in pain from both hand and my ovaries hating me and the gynocologist hasn't sent me the letter yet. I feel very miserable and cranky and antisocial and have spent pretty much most of my time watching documentaries. Not to mention I broke my kindle too, so I need a new one of those...forgot my pill yesterday so I'm feeling like complete worthless trash right now and am crawling around hating myself.
/bitchesssss and whinggggeeeeees
on the plus side I did go and do something like actual work the other day! I was doing bar at a fet event and it was great, and I did really well. Then someone decided to enlist me in a prank and I got super triggery and cry-y and I may not get to go back to do that thing again because the person was a manager and me and the friend who helped me get the work there are not really interested in keeping on doing it if she's still there being an asshat, but I'm glad I did a little, because maybe I'm not so useless? I just want to be able to function in normal society...
/bitchesssss and whinggggeeeeees
on the plus side I did go and do something like actual work the other day! I was doing bar at a fet event and it was great, and I did really well. Then someone decided to enlist me in a prank and I got super triggery and cry-y and I may not get to go back to do that thing again because the person was a manager and me and the friend who helped me get the work there are not really interested in keeping on doing it if she's still there being an asshat, but I'm glad I did a little, because maybe I'm not so useless? I just want to be able to function in normal society...
first, what you do is get a blanket, or maybe a towel, it should be a good deal longer than it is wide,
and you press it against your back, loop it around over your chest, under or over your arms as you choose,
tie it loosely, then pull it tight, and that's proxy hugs
that is actually really stupid on reflection but it's got to be better than merely typing it
also what's your current desk setup like that it's doing you wrong? my brother does the whole semi-professional drawing thing so I think i could consult him on desk setups
Hugs is nice, danke
I assume this is a small room and as such you cannot get further back from the desk?