Everyone has those times when someone very special to you passes away and every year when it gets around to that time of year they have passed away, you start thinking more of them around that time of year than any other part of the year because you know the date they died. Well, I'm currently going thru that right now. This is the first time in my entire 24 and a half year old life that I'm going thru this. Sure I've had come family and friends die in the past, but this person was really special to me. My grandmother (my father's mom) whom I've spent so much time with passed away on December 29, 2011 and starting to get close to that date makes me think about her more than any other time of the year. I know December 29 is still pretty far from now, but not very far at all as far as another year passing by is concerned.

Yesterday evening I started looking at pictures of her that I had and remembering all the good times I've had with her. I've spent months worth of nights at her place as well as her staying with us so many times. When I was little when spending nights at her place we went shopping and places for me to have fun. I know whenever I went camping with my family, I tell her everything we did when we came home. I've had a lot of fun with my grandmother and now those times are over and that makes me very sad.

Anyway, sorry for this journal, but I felt like sharing my current feelings. Thanks for taking the time to read this.