As its getting closer to that time and I'm seeing all these MFF memes and journal posts it makes me even more sad than I already am that I will not be attending MFF this year due to financial reasons. Seriously tempted to just stay off this site for about a month until all of this MFF nonsense finally blows over. Ugh. Can't explain how upset it makes me even though I made the decision not to go. T-T If I couldn't make it this year, I don't know how I'm even going to begin to afford it next year. Gonna have even more bills to pay etc. I really need to go back to school and get a better job. Tired of this crap...

Mini-rant over. Sorry guys. =/