sooo, today, went to the GSA club with a girl from my intro to teaching class, since erin, who was going to go with me, was feeling ill and left early... it was... interesting... sometiems, i do forget about how socially awkward I am and my social anxieties.... the people there were really nice and nifty... but... idk...
see, when I talk to new people, my heart races and i cant get enough air and stumble over my words... so... I just... sorta stay in a silent outskirt of the interaction zone.... I hate my social problems....... I am not sure why, but... i get almost mild panic attacks when around new people and groups of people............. i forgot about this in my loneliness and near desperation for interaction

sooo, yeah.... after that, went to history, pretty sure i bombed the test
I have a test for intro to teaching tomorrow, as well as my cause and effect essay for english comp due tomorrow
>.< busy busy days...

there is more going on... erin said she would teach me to sow and embroider and stuff... depressions been swinging hard... ive been told that i'd make a good history teacher, i really dont know what I want to teach, stll figuring it out... schools been busy... snowed this morning...idk, I feel there is more, but whatever

that is all
I hope to talk to you guys more

-Yiharbin