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thought i was back
12 years ago
but i'm kind of not.
The cool news is that
crimson_f0x and I are officially engaged. He finally popped the question and I can feel less awkward about introducing him as my fiance. :v It's weird and cool that I'll one day get to call him my husband.
other than that i'm actually in a severe bout of depression where i'm having a hard time even wanting to get out of bed, much less socialize with people or do anything at all. this day marks one entire month since my mom passed away, and between now and then there's been a lot that's happened and it feels like nothing has slowed down or gotten to a settled point. it's a lot to process since nothing wants to be gradual. i'm even losing weight from not eating so crimson's making sure i eat actual food. which feels disgusting to do right now.
so i have had about zero motivation to draw. i've barely picked up a pencil or barely doodled. i was working on something and i still have a commission i intend to work on, but otherwise.........i got nothing.
i'm not even motivated to cook, and usually i like doing that. i just wanna sleep.
The cool news is that
crimson_f0x and I are officially engaged. He finally popped the question and I can feel less awkward about introducing him as my fiance. :v It's weird and cool that I'll one day get to call him my husband.other than that i'm actually in a severe bout of depression where i'm having a hard time even wanting to get out of bed, much less socialize with people or do anything at all. this day marks one entire month since my mom passed away, and between now and then there's been a lot that's happened and it feels like nothing has slowed down or gotten to a settled point. it's a lot to process since nothing wants to be gradual. i'm even losing weight from not eating so crimson's making sure i eat actual food. which feels disgusting to do right now.
so i have had about zero motivation to draw. i've barely picked up a pencil or barely doodled. i was working on something and i still have a commission i intend to work on, but otherwise.........i got nothing.
i'm not even motivated to cook, and usually i like doing that. i just wanna sleep.
Take your time in your recovery... Depression isn't something to just pop out of. It's kinda like a cold, y'know? You'll get out of it eventually, just make sure you eat, okay? <:3 I love you, Kara~
But I hope you feel better ):
Imma do something for you <3
I am sorry you are feeling that way. I understand, too. Time is what it takes for these things to get better. . . I was mourning my grandfather's passing for an entire year so. . . All I can do is let you know I'm here for you, and to remember you are still here and you need to take care of yourself. Please feel better soon hun. <3
I'm sorry to hear what you're going through. I have severe depression myself so I understand how you feel. Stay strong *hugs*
I'm sorry things are still tough for you, i can only imagine what it feels like. it is more than normal to be feeling like this, but please remember that we are all here for you and care about you so much <33 you know that if you ever ever need to talk you have my number!
I've still got to draw something for you, too! ;3;
sleep if it helps. this too shall pass.