I'm not even sure if I'll post this, or keep this up.

I just need to, I guess, confess something...it's not really a rant.

A half and hour ago I started driving home from school. When I pulled out of the parking lot, I thought I drove into the extra turn lane. However, I didn't....I pulled into on coming traffic.

This has happened twice to me now, this time, someone was there though. I honestly feel like I almost killed somebody. The drive home after that was incredibly rough. At first I felt nothing, but slowly started to break down as time went on.

This is why night driving is so terrifying to me. I know I should shake it off and that nobody was hurt, but...I can't shake this feeling of fear and self hate. I just feel so low right now.