i made mistake and now paying for it
people tell me i'm terrible person
they tell me i should dig a hole 20 feet deep and bury myself in it
just lost a good friend because of a mistake i made
left in tears and a heart that is heavy with pain and regret
the world is small and caving in around me
what am i to do but cry
nothing brings me comfort
noting brings me relief
what am i to do but lay here and cry
everything feels so empty
the streets dark and cold
the alleys might be my only friend
where perhaps my life will finally end
but for now this path walked
the path i take
is dark and cold
a heart full of joy and happiness
a heart full of love to give
a heart that is sealed away from the world
leaving only pain and dread
what is there for me in this world
money is the gate way to greed
money doesn't matter to me
friendship is the most valueble thing in the world
yet no one remains friends with me
a past of pain
and a future of depression lie ahead for me
but what am i to do in the current path i walk
no one there to guide me
no one there to help
every one's gone
only my shadow of hope remains
but even that vanishes in the darkness
the only thing that never leaves
but in the dark it will never show
leaving everything empty and cold
my mind is in a jumble
thoughts shooting around and becoming lost
hopes and dreams fading into dust
what is there for me now
but the pain of the future.............




Sapphire Pheonix

a very depressed kitty