Huh
17 years ago
General
If I go on the assumption that I am being dicked around with..the positive things will be a suprise, instead of the negative
Furthermore, if I go on the assumption that I am being dicked around with, I can act a lot more naturally than if I were trying to play the good match.
Or I can just keep repeating the mantra..."one day at a time."
*sighs* This whole relationship-wanting business is overwhelming and more complicated than I thought.
Ultimately I suppose it doesn't matter whether I'm being dicked around or not. I mean, yes it does, it'll hurt my feelings if it's true...but it doesn't. I'm still a complete person no matter what happens. I'll survive, because I'm too fucking stubborn not to. Preparin' for the worst, I suppose. Hoping for the best.
Furthermore, if I go on the assumption that I am being dicked around with, I can act a lot more naturally than if I were trying to play the good match.
Or I can just keep repeating the mantra..."one day at a time."
*sighs* This whole relationship-wanting business is overwhelming and more complicated than I thought.
Ultimately I suppose it doesn't matter whether I'm being dicked around or not. I mean, yes it does, it'll hurt my feelings if it's true...but it doesn't. I'm still a complete person no matter what happens. I'll survive, because I'm too fucking stubborn not to. Preparin' for the worst, I suppose. Hoping for the best.
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