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I am Sorry
12 years ago
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One more day in my life.
Beware. Personal drama. And this time it's all on me.
To those that were able to make it, I am sorry for what happened this past weekend. A lot of people I know will only know that something was clearly wrong during the party. I owe them an explanation. But truth is... I don't have one. It's hard to explain what is happening to me right now. I have problems, and I am getting help to deal with them. They contributed to a sort of melt down that caused me to loose control and let's face it... this past weekend was not one of my shining moments.
To those that came and were forced to see me that way, I am sorry.
To those who were unable to make it. I am relieved you didn't have to witness it. But I did miss your presence.
To those that did not get the invite... PLEASE don't take it personally though that may sound shallow via this method. I never got everyone's emails... and even those I had... I never finished typing. Life has been throwing me curves. and I've been missing. I will try and develop a better system for the invites. Many people seemed to have missed theirs through one means or another.
But I have some things I need to deal with before I'll host another get together. I know a journal is a terrible way of disseminating information like this, but I simply can't do it another way right now. If you know someone this event affected, please let them know.
I really am sorry.
To those that were able to make it, I am sorry for what happened this past weekend. A lot of people I know will only know that something was clearly wrong during the party. I owe them an explanation. But truth is... I don't have one. It's hard to explain what is happening to me right now. I have problems, and I am getting help to deal with them. They contributed to a sort of melt down that caused me to loose control and let's face it... this past weekend was not one of my shining moments.
To those that came and were forced to see me that way, I am sorry.
To those who were unable to make it. I am relieved you didn't have to witness it. But I did miss your presence.
To those that did not get the invite... PLEASE don't take it personally though that may sound shallow via this method. I never got everyone's emails... and even those I had... I never finished typing. Life has been throwing me curves. and I've been missing. I will try and develop a better system for the invites. Many people seemed to have missed theirs through one means or another.
But I have some things I need to deal with before I'll host another get together. I know a journal is a terrible way of disseminating information like this, but I simply can't do it another way right now. If you know someone this event affected, please let them know.
I really am sorry.
I sorry things are going bad for you.
squeezes your tight.