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Quick Bleh
12 years ago
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This'll be quick because I have work. So, I'm just going to make a list of why I hate my life.
-Parents go on vacation, I watch house while they are gone, 0 fucking gratitude when they return.
-Parents hit me with everything I did wrong and gave me 0 thanks for what I did right.
-I'm falling behind in school due to communication issues.
-Afraid i can't recover in one of my classes.
-My girl has been very sick recently. Puking every other day.
-Sat through half an hour yesterday of my mom and dad screaming at me about everything that is wrong with me.
-Angry
-Depressed
-Self-destructive
-Feeling life slip away from me
-Caught in turmoil and unable to keep up
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
----finally thinking about ending it...I obviously won't succeed anyways...
-Parents go on vacation, I watch house while they are gone, 0 fucking gratitude when they return.
-Parents hit me with everything I did wrong and gave me 0 thanks for what I did right.
-I'm falling behind in school due to communication issues.
-Afraid i can't recover in one of my classes.
-My girl has been very sick recently. Puking every other day.
-Sat through half an hour yesterday of my mom and dad screaming at me about everything that is wrong with me.
-Angry
-Depressed
-Self-destructive
-Feeling life slip away from me
-Caught in turmoil and unable to keep up
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
-FAILURE
----finally thinking about ending it...I obviously won't succeed anyways...
"never give anyone that satisfaction that they have hurt you
when you do that your giving them power over you."- my friend told that to me when my world was crashing down on me, i go by this now and i smile,i laugh I'm the happy pill in a lot of my friends life now!
.. even tho they are times that i cry to release the hurt that I'm actually feeing but what keeps me going is my happiness inside and it take a lot for something to affect me why because i never let it get to me
so,
last time i check your in control your life and how you enjoy it is up to you so smile, do not let anything get to you like this, don't let others
use harmful words to make you mad or want to leave this world, they only see the bad and ignore the good, you see the world differently just boost your spirit!
stop looking at life half empty