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Still Not Ready
12 years ago
I don't like journal entries like this, but I feel I have to post it. Maybe it's a cry for help, or maybe I just needed to let people know. Maybe it gives answers to a few.
It's getting close to two years since Mary left me, and I realise that I'm still not ready to be mated. The absolute feeling of betrayal still lingers inside of me, and I feel broken in a way indescribable. I'm sorry, but I'm damaged goods, and I'm convinced that I would be no good for anyone.
May you all find love.
It's getting close to two years since Mary left me, and I realise that I'm still not ready to be mated. The absolute feeling of betrayal still lingers inside of me, and I feel broken in a way indescribable. I'm sorry, but I'm damaged goods, and I'm convinced that I would be no good for anyone.
May you all find love.
I know you've been kind of MIA a lot online, so I can't talk to you much, but it takes a long time to heal sometimes. Take it at your own pace. Though having known you for years and hung out with you IRL, I can say you'd be a damn good boyfriend for anyone if/when you feel ready for it.