Nearly seriously hurt/died today
12 years ago
So todays been pretty shit so far. Called into work, almost hit by some car driven by a dopey woman that reversed speedily without checking her fucking mirrors.
She had ample space to go back, as well as no reason to, or any signs she would. Missed me by mere millimetres. I should have yelled at her more sternly.
Now I feel kind of traumatised, keep replaying the moment in my head, not feeling my usual self. Can't concentrate properly. Good thing I'm not typing this in hospital... or dead... This is what's worrying me the most... I could have been seriously hurt, never again my real self.
I know hardly anyone here cares but I wanted to voice and vent a bit as I feel I need to and see if it helps.
She had ample space to go back, as well as no reason to, or any signs she would. Missed me by mere millimetres. I should have yelled at her more sternly.
Now I feel kind of traumatised, keep replaying the moment in my head, not feeling my usual self. Can't concentrate properly. Good thing I'm not typing this in hospital... or dead... This is what's worrying me the most... I could have been seriously hurt, never again my real self.
I know hardly anyone here cares but I wanted to voice and vent a bit as I feel I need to and see if it helps.
FA+

Another reason to be fiercely against cars and humanity's growing, fucked up decadence.
I'm so glad you're okay though.