Update: chances are high that the euthanization will be tomorrow night.


I don't know for how long. I really don't.

I will just need some time for emotional healing, as lame as it sounds. When I feel better ill come back.

I will give an explanation though. I've had a German shepherd since I was 8 (9 1/2 years now), and over the last few weeks we noticed he was becoming slower, unresponsive, and losing weight.

All day today he's been at the vet, having blood tests and X-rays. It has been confirmed today that he has stage 4 liver cancer. In other words, his liver is failing slowly and painfully. He is also deaf, but due to old age. But he won't eat or drink, and wants to just sleep.

So, either tomorrow or Friday, he will probably be euthanized. We don't want him suffering anymore than he has to. We know its really painful for him to do anything.

But as I said, I don't know how long I will be gone. I'll try to work on any art if I can but right now all I wanna do is just lay in bed.

I hope everyone has a happy thanksgiving too.