Have you ever been depressed....and have no god damn clue why?
this has been happening for the past four years where sometime late november early December I get spontaneously depressed. Its to the point where i'm either sad or Furiously frustrated thinking "why the fuck am I depressed! there's nothing wrong in my life! what the fuck!". For some reason distancing myself away from everyone helps, I dont know why. Every adult I've talked to say "OH don't do that! Being alone makes it worce!" no it doenst, It helps. being around anyone with any bit of emotional relationship (friends, family all that shit) makes it worce. I just dont get it :l I'm sure my friends are a little confused as to why I 'disappeared' for a week at school. I still went to school but avoided any one and everyone I could. I don't want sympathy, just a fucking solution to this bullshit that ruins my christmas