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12 years ago
Sorry about the shitty one last night.
Also, please don't fight on my page.
The holidays are a really hard time for me, all the time. I have depression and anxiety coming out the wazoo and I have SAD, so as the days get shorter I get more depressed and anxious. It's all good times. My job has been getting more demanding and I can't take all the pressure, and there are a few other personal problems that are affecting my mood as well. It's really hard to control my emotions so I've been having panic attacks, anxiety attacks and mental breakdowns a lot lately.
I just texted my boss to tell her that I will be quitting. I think that puts even more pressure on me because I know texting isn't the way to do it, but I really didn't think I could stand being yelled at face-to-face. Also, between now and my last day I have to see my boss and I'm sure she's not happy about the situation, given that it's so close to the holidays.
My mom came through for me for once though...She told me that everyone needs to take care of themselves...Sometimes you have blips that cause you to go out of whack for a while, but during that time you need to step back and take a deep breath and do what you need to do to keep yourself healthy and sane. And I think that quitting my job was the right choice.
I will miss the people working there, but I'm doing what I need to do here.
Also, please don't fight on my page.
The holidays are a really hard time for me, all the time. I have depression and anxiety coming out the wazoo and I have SAD, so as the days get shorter I get more depressed and anxious. It's all good times. My job has been getting more demanding and I can't take all the pressure, and there are a few other personal problems that are affecting my mood as well. It's really hard to control my emotions so I've been having panic attacks, anxiety attacks and mental breakdowns a lot lately.
I just texted my boss to tell her that I will be quitting. I think that puts even more pressure on me because I know texting isn't the way to do it, but I really didn't think I could stand being yelled at face-to-face. Also, between now and my last day I have to see my boss and I'm sure she's not happy about the situation, given that it's so close to the holidays.
My mom came through for me for once though...She told me that everyone needs to take care of themselves...Sometimes you have blips that cause you to go out of whack for a while, but during that time you need to step back and take a deep breath and do what you need to do to keep yourself healthy and sane. And I think that quitting my job was the right choice.
I will miss the people working there, but I'm doing what I need to do here.
I dream of a day when a true free market exists; where we have our own personal liberties and aren't slaves to a system of underpaid corporate bullshit.
Hear me out.
You gotta give a little
To get a little.
Nothing in life is free.
Even in a "true free market", you still have to work.
If you're not working, you're dead. You work to stay alive, you work to breathe, you work to eat.